the beginning and the end

I have seen the love of God, I'd even be so dramatic, as to say I have tasted it. I have tasted the blood, sweet and salty; real and warm; startling and comforting. I can’t bear the truth that it presents. I can’t stand to think of the bread melting in the mouths of the molested church; an organization so tainted, so deceived and drugged its demise passes into the tingling haze of numbness and apathy. Truly the body has fallen asleep, but the eyes still look to and fro’ in search of righteousness. The cult has been created; the devil has done it, turning the passionate into freaks, the communal to communists, and right into bigots. I can’t believe my eyes, as if they are too stigmatized to perceive the truth, it’s just too far gone. I look at an entity set forth to execute the desire of a loving God-head, (and to benefit from the exercise) bringing disaster one by one to a lost and listless world. I watch the church of “Jesus” destroying more lives than it ever saved, using tools like the “sinner’s prayer” to convince people the fires of hell are guaranteed gone; all the while holding a man made standard over the “new convert” as the surety of the convert’s authenticity.

I don’t believe that I can see such grave, yet willing, error on the part of those who claim to belong to the King. I can’t believe the sieve that is used to filter the scriptures into what’s convenient for opinion propagation and somehow completely opposite of the God who supposedly wrote what a committee of men canonized. There seems to be some conspiracy of stupidity, where some asshole fabricates what the so-called “moral majority” accepts as Christian. This moral conspiracy seems to be nothing more than five sexually repressed idiots who can’t stop masturbating; and whom have so decided to remove all possible temptation from the face of the earth. Down with breasts, clad or no; up with Jesus. Are you serious, Teletubbies are implanting immorality in my toddler? Wow, I thought it was the hypocritical church that tells the widow no on her gas bill in January because “our benevolence fund is depleted,” while they sit on trusts totaling more than her annual income, while touting building fund support from her this week at church. I thought it might have been the glaring contradiction between this afore mentioned and the preceding standard that proceeded the failing pseudo-churches we fabricate today. Oh no, that standard is archaic, “God gave us common sense” we can’t give to every beggar that sets foot on the grounds. What is the standard the Word sets? I am pretty sure it’s a little different. We talk about a literal translation, yet somehow forsake the very principles that established those words. We must establish morality and order, yeah, cause that’s what Jeshua did.
But down with tattoos and spongebob that damned queer! He’s convincing us that the affections of men are God, because the devil is like a wolf in sheep’s…. so subtle as to sneak in the home via cartoons or toddler idiotizers, er I mean shows. (By the way, it is a worse testimony that we are letting are children in front of a tv for long enough to even attempt enduring the “googooing” of carpet covered aliens or whatever the hell a teletubby is. ) And since when does Jerry Falwell have time to watch such trash. I think the devil is even more subtle, after all the sheep’s clothing would not be a teletubby but a supposed “man of God.”

My point is simple, the church as we know it, is a complete lie, full of contradictions and fabrications, designed to control society unto such convolution. I believe the answer has quietly faded into but an ignored whisper in the hearts of men who are missing the manifestation of God themselves. I am tired of men more committed to establishment than God, let alone people (as a commitment to either is impossible without the other).
I choke on their doctrine even now. Bad words.